Welcome to Dehradun

Come to Dehradun... Capital of India's newly born state Uttaranchal..... sorry its now " Uttarakhand".
All beauty lies here.... A sort of hill station .. great combo of flora and fauna...!! mountain ranges covering from all sides.... pleasent weather all over the year. yes "All iz well" here... but y m i here?///
its a tourist place.... people come here and go back....!! then y am here...?
for welcoming them? no i m not a tourist guide..!
i am an engineering student who got admission in ICFAITech, Hyderabad. AIR-17 in private colleges of India... then tell me the reason y am i here....
if i were the tourist,, and came here for touring, i must have gone back....!!! But i am here from last one year...!!!
I am also not doing training here... so that after finishing i can go back to hyderabad. unfortunately i am studying here........ forcefully transfered here....!!
not because of my poor performance in Hyderabad.... but because of shuting down of Hyderabad center of ICFAITech.
Its my destiny only that i m here in Dehradun.... In my dreams also i cdnt imagined to come here to study.... never ever thght of it... what to say.. it my luck that i thrown here.......
College manegement says... " we will again go back to hyderabad..if situation become favourable..."
i say... it will never happen.

My all dreams goes out.... loosing hope for all good things....... its my luck only who never favour me.... wherever i go.... illness follow me......
is there someone, who is testing me??? testing my patience..? testing temperament..?

then go and say to him....... i am an optimistic........ and will never loose hope.... i depend on me.. not on my luck...... i will fight with my misfortune... fight till end.....

till then Dehradun is no so bad endeed...!!!

Journey to My Alma mater

Fortunatetly or its counter part...! my alma mater is ICFAI University, Dehradun. Its my destiny that i belong to it. I was never supposed to be here, in my worse decisision also i would have not choosed it.
But i cant ignore the reality... dat i am here and completed one full semester.
And still in dilema that from where i will get my degree.. whether i will return to hyderabad or just complete rest of the semester here only...!!?

Earlier, its constituent college named 'FST'(Faculty of science and technology) was named as ICFAItech in which i was enrolled. but due to our beautiful deed, mangegment need to change its name, to gain again the old repotation.
Yes the name ICFAItech has lost his repo in the market, companies are not coming for placements because every one got to know... dat this college is fake.And doing illigal things, case is pending in supreme court,, media highlighted it very nicely.
the issue was Degree/diploma, ugc/aicte and such things... in whole scenario no outsider was involved... every thing done by students only... the students who make college to be functional or not..
But 2dat every thing is sorted out with the name of FST... and every one is forgeting ICFAItech... but how can i forget it.. this was supposed to be my alma mater as i took admission in it.
I am little bit confusing to u... y not i start from begining, it will clear ur mind.


Lets start from root...


I have done my schooling from DAV public school, Muzaffarpur.. which is called "lichi city" of bihar.(India).
10+2 with science and maths.
I was interested in science but took maths, as i dont want to become doctor by taking biology.
I was little bit interested to maths but thanks to my teachers..they were unable to create my "atleast required" interest in maths... so i never studied it and remain duffer in the subject. I knew it will cost me.. and finally really cost me high.. from which still i m suffring.
But i was keen to computers... u can say extra ordinary.. my mind was completly favouring me for computers.... and hence i was geting my future pathway in it.

finaly all these things put me in ICFAI tech,Hyderabad. may be u thinking... whats the relation between -ICFAI-poor maths-good computer. Let us corelate these things.

Any how i completed my 10+2 having 59 marks in maths... can u imagine 59 out of hundred in CBSE board. just below average. just imagine, what miracle i would have done in IIT-jee and AIEEE like exams. As expected very poor performence!!!
my father knew that i wanted to take admission in engineering college... so he was ready to pay donation for the admission.... i just said " i shall qualify the xam or i will not do engineering". i will do preparation somewhr in coaching institute.
i looked evry whr... what suit for me... Brilliant/Fiitjee/narayana... delhi/kota/patna...... and come to conclusion at delhi... by a teacher of iit-g.. who teaches maths/physics/chemistry together.... look odd ..but was true... gud repo...got info by one friend who already joined it... aftr lot of doing "naap tol".
i joined it.
Then i liked it very much... i was enjoying studying.. i was lonely without any family memmber for the 1st time.
i hd to choose wht is right-wrong, no one was there to chk me...
i was going well in preparation... smthing went wrong... all of sudden my priority changed... i was distracted from studies... kind of deppression surrounded me.

then what to say next again same situation was in front... bad performance in entrance xams... but any how i had filled ICFAI's form.... i studied for it in last moment to revise my concepts... hence qualified for CSE in hyderabad campus (1st choice),,i also qualified Manipal entrance xam... and geting Mechatronics branch thre.
i had anothr optn for donation in any gud college for electronics branch... but i was still on my decisn "no donation". then only two optn was left... CSE at ICFAItech hyderabad or Mechatronics in Manipal.
no idea about Mechatronics so choosed ICFAI for my interst in computers.

So got admitted to ICFAI hyderabad.. and how reached to icfai dehradun is an another story...!!!

laugh on u..

laughing is good for health.. it increases blood circulation.. and keep u fit and fine... but when u laugh on other it gives negative impact on them, even may lead to depression.
laughing on others is very easy i.e- making fun of others look cool but have u ever feel what an impact it gives...!! unless smone made u feel it.

so i have a better option for you.. in which no side effect.. only gud effects...
some one has rightly said- the gud comedian is not who says jokes of others,, but the one who make fun of himself. because laughing on other is very easy but laghing on himself is toughest job...

If u dont believe me.... stand in front of mirror,,, and laugh on the person who is visible in that mirror...
abuse urself... laugh on ur body structure... say fatty... or thin...... black or fair.. can u use bad words... teasing words...!!!

can u do so... if u cant... then dont laugh on others... because they feel the same... what u feelin in saying about urself..
hurting the people look cool but when hurted.. just imagine.....

silence kills harder..

When you happy... keep silence, when u blush... be silent, When u angry... dnt speak,
and so on...
You know this is the biggest weapon with which u can fight, this whole silence speaks alot. When someone abuse u... reply with silence///
Oh god... u dnt know, it creates a whole differnt scenario, people keep on guessing, what's goin on in your mind. they keep changing their thought about u and ur nature.
And then all understanding goes ruin and then u keep loosing interst of the person in you.Then the person slowly goes out of ur life, without telling anything,in silence... but situaton changes a little, if the person is short tempered, he will show the anger and ask u about all these behaviour. u again go on ur silent mode and dont reply anything... thats all, the person will burst on u and will go out of ur life....
And look, u won... hence battle is over... without saying a word, u won.
U can break any relationship, whatever be ur condition, how strong the bonding, this behavior is just like a sword.

Conclusion:

......so what do u think, what this behavoiur says all about , what i believe is u can not make out your relation being silent, silence kills.. kills harder..
but why do people keep silence in a relation... when no one wants to break a beautiful relaionship.. what makes people to be silent.. what situation make people to go on silent???

Differnt examples of silence:

1> When someone says, u listen,,, a good listener but dnt speak.Dont participate in disscussion, not active in planning. just appreciation,, whatever be,,, good or bad, dnt do criticisation.

2> In distance relation, u dont call, u dnt reply to msgs,dont be caring,ignore the things,put phone to silent mode. pick the call in "no-talking" condition.

3> No talking..only sharing smiles... only saying hello to each other...

and so on........

When u are unhappy with the person,, speak out. Be straight forward to the relation. Try to understand, silence hurt alot, because people expect answers from u. They need reaction from u on their behaviour.

So i suggest from silent people.. to open up.!!!

Lets start a new begining....

Hi, every one.
salaam, namaste, adaab, sastriyakaal.
blog-blog-blog.... i m hearing this 4 letters word from last few years...
what a simple way to express your ideas...... easy to write ........ easy to spread.
some are writing their routine....... daily life... some are explaining their dreams,,, even some people elaborate their fantasies........... some people tell past experiences... and lot more...
words are different... ideas are different.. but all moto is same. "Express yourself".
Some are imotional with the thought, some are sensitive to the thought, some are even adventurous on thought..... but all method is same. "words are your weapon".
some people use words to do promise.... some use words to criticise.
Words make story... words make poem... word spread love.. word spread war.
but all ideology is same.. "words are creative".
your word make your life.... your word end your life.... use it effectively, use it purpose fully..
Remember------------ words can be creative...!!!!